tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31274201704471369532012-02-19T10:44:30.214+08:00I Belong to my World I just live in it . This is my story of my memories , My Life and process to myself. When the kampung Boy meets the world...that try to figure it out what he want ~Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.comBlogger241100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-30910116412645741452012-02-19T10:44:00.000+08:002012-02-19T10:44:30.256+08:00当知道我无法再可以看到你的面子书的状态时 那心情是多么的复杂 多么的忧伤<br />不久后 终于可以看到你的名字出现在自己的墙上 <br />你知道嘛 这坏习惯还是改不了 都会时常偷偷去看你的状态 知道你最近怎么了 有生病嘛 等等..<br />也同时看到你穿上我为你买的那件衣服了...<br /><br />还记那天...也是我们彼此最后一天相处的那天....<br /><br />“穿给我看啦~”<br />“不要”<br />“穿啦...我要看你能不能穿嘛”<br />“不要 不要~！ 有脸...”<br />“哦....”<br /><br />你就走进房间拿起那绿色那件披在自己的身上<br /><br />“好像很大件wor”我说<br />“是啦！都告诉你了啊...我m size也可以穿...s也可以”<br />“怕你不能穿嘛...”<br />“好啦...”<br /><br />始终你还是没换上去 你就把衣服收起来了...<br /><br />看着你的面子书 看着你穿上那件衣服 就有那种很高兴的心情... 你的微笑 不管是伪装 还是什么 都是那么的熟悉 .... 也无端端的掉泪了 是开心 还是什么 我也不知道....<br /><br />不管以后你的路有多么的难走 多么的辛苦<br />记得你曾经告诉我的东西 也记得我曾经告诉你那些东西...<br />也许...你也忘了....&nbsp; <br /><br /><br />LonelyBoy<br />xoxo<br /><br />-Khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-3091011641264574145?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-6879542216714742182012-02-18T23:22:00.000+08:002012-02-18T23:22:39.289+08:00The song, how do I live without you by Leann Rimes was played.<br />The tears was flowing. The heart is screaming...crying...<br />Love is fragile as well as the heart...<br /><br />I can't hold my tears from falling<br />It's remind me of him and I'm still miss him <br /><br />when I'm sad I read our old messages, find all the sweet things you've said to me, to help me feel loved, forget my troubles and to feel closer to you...Those are the treasures, memories that I keep locked deep within the storehouse of my souls, to keep my hearts warm when I am lonely...<br /><br /><br />LonelyBoy,<br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-687954221671474218?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-2351830414317055632012-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:002012-02-16T23:12:56.773+08:00I am sick more than a month. Admitted to hospital 3 times. Discharged with risk and so on. I am so tired with everything right now. Tons of assignment and the final exam just around the corner. Stomach pain is killing me slowly. Doc found nothing wrong with it even did endo, colono, xray and ultrasound.<br /><div><br /></div><div>More than a month already, I still miss him every night. When I'm sad I read our old messages, find all the sweet things you've said to me, to help me feel loved, forget my troubles and to feel closer to you...<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<br /><div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-235183041431705563?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-44262455374008088552012-02-15T10:09:00.000+08:002012-02-15T10:09:52.313+08:00电影述说一对计划要结婚的情侣伟杰（阿牛饰）和Tina（江若琳饰），伟杰是来自一个谦卑的大马福建家庭，到新加坡当工程师。相反的，未婚妻Tina是一位新加坡广东人，出生于富裕的家庭背景。他们决定结婚后接下来要面对的就是双方家人，比如财富的差距，新加坡与大马，福建与广东文化的不同，差点让婚礼筹备停止。为了表示对未来岳父岳母的诚意与决心，伟杰答应将在新加坡举行一个奢侈和豪华的婚礼。<br /><br />婚礼当天，伟杰发现他原本打算用来缴酒席费的红包钱都不见了。他很绝望地去附近赌场碰一碰运气，但最后输了更多钱。由于伟杰说谎来掩饰自己的问题，让Tina开始怀疑他的忠诚度。伟杰和父亲也因为婚礼而发生了争执，在愤怒之极的情况下，父亲在从新加坡回槟城的路途中遇到车祸。伟杰一生中最开心的大日子突然反转为最悲伤。<br /><br />昨天和威栋去看这部戏...他说陪他去 感觉是他陪我吧<br />该如何说这部戏呢？ 戏里的情节都很好 婚宴只是那一天但是婚姻是一世。 结局当然是happy ending...但是不是每个童话故事都会那么美好的结局吧？<br /><br />戏里没发生车祸的时候 都开始飙泪了 每个情节 每个事故 都让我想起你<br />“ 不是每个洞都可以补的回？ 不管你怎么用心去补都是补不回吗？” 你的心是否也是有洞了？还是自己的也有洞了... 心还是很疼&nbsp;<br /><br />看完戏后， 点了孔明灯， 许愿着：<br />爱我的人 我爱的人 身体健康 顺顺利利 出入平安...<br /><br />也没想到你会知道他是和一起出去。 到了今天早上，我知道了...<br />妹妹昨天看到了 今早就问<br />“你和那人出去哦” <br />“谁哦？”&nbsp; 我装不懂<br />“那个在Tiesto上班的啊”<br />“还有那个summer做工的， 凯杰你也认识啊....他也是gay的咯 ” 心想着 怎么她会知道啊..<br />“你出名了哦” 妈妈带着讽刺的说...<br />“惨咯！ 如果他喜欢你就惨了....”<br />“他还问起你的东西” <br />我继续沉默及装不懂<br />也很想对妹妹说 不是他喜欢我 而你哥爱上了他 <br /><br /><br />事情当然没那么快罢休 尤其是妈妈那边如何去交代...要怎么说？ 妈妈是接受还是什么呢？<br />“我还是希望你能带女生回来 在马来西亚 同性恋的优待不如外国好 ” 她说。<br />我唯有只能沉默着 .....<br /><br />驾着车 带着妹妹去银行 和公司做东西<br />“怎么你知道凯杰是同性恋哦”<br />“每个人都知道咯”<br />“是哦”<br />“他问起我什么东西哦？”<br />“就你出院了嘛 还有你病什么咯....我说你出院了 出去看戏了”&nbsp; <br /><br />心里还是那么着急 怎么那么在乎他问了什么呢 心里怎么会那样的啊？ 我真的不知道该如何了...我怎么还是那么想你啊！ 好辛苦哦...&nbsp;<br />也知道为何你会知道我和威栋出去了...我们的直觉都是那么的准....<br /><br />在很无奈的情况下 我告诉妹妹了 。 还记得告诉你 会慢慢的告诉我家人 说会带你回来 但也没想到尽然我在这样的情况下告诉了妹妹 。告诉她 你是我曾经交往的对象 但已经分手了 。也告诉她关于我的同性恋的有些事情。当然有些东西还是保留着了....<br /><br />“你怎么知道？” 我问。<br />“看你和他在面子书那样的留言 少少都知道了”妹说...<br />“不要告诉妈妈 不是时机” 我回答。<br /><br />你会讨厌我吗？一定了吧？在医院 我的心情是很矛盾 要看你 又怕...为什么怕 ？自己也不知道... 熟悉的声音 熟悉的背影 是多么的怀念 当你们走了后 自己也不知道为什么也掉泪了<br /><br />我太自私了<br /><br /><br />-Khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-4426245537400808855?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-86927045787445362182012-02-13T13:20:00.004+08:002012-02-14T09:55:25.154+08:00这是一个不知道如何开始的爱情故事... 是那么美 那么的可爱<br />对着他来说 那回忆是那么的真 也是他第一次爱上了你 原来这就是爱<br />他， 可以说是真版的天蝎座，总是喜欢单独一个人独来独往 喜欢比较清静的地方 要他去那地方 还算是勉强了他。他的性格就是这样了，为了朋友 只好去哪个地方了。<br />也这样， 缘分， 让他遇见你了<br /><br />是婚姻之神，月老紧紧的将红绳绑牢他们彼此来了起来....<br />还是罗马神话中，比妈妈还要强的，小爱神，丘比特拿着他的金箭射入他的心 让他产生爱情 堕入了爱河。<br /><br />三十一号十二月 他和你初次出街 一起去跨年。这也是他第一和其他人跨年。 一起去看戏，在一间百货公司看着烟火。 也不知道怎么你突然抱着他 哭了起来 他想着一定是你的前男友的事情把你弄哭了吧 他傻傻的也不知道如何安慰你但他知道吃冰淇淋也许可以让你开心 所以他就买了雪糕给你吃。 你的笑容让他更开心了 也同时..... 他相信他遇到你 是你最脆弱的时候 要不是因为这样 为何懦弱的他 会提起勇气 告诉你他喜欢了你 心想着要陪着你走下去<br /><br /><span style="color: #660000;">勇气</span>——<span style="color: #660000;">爱真的需要勇气&nbsp;</span> 身边的小小的东西都可以打动他的心 会让他掉泪 当他知道你换了和他一样的电话网络 他如小孩得到那棒棒糖那样的开心&nbsp;一切都是那么的美好<br /><br />还记得吗？ 他告诉你说<span style="color: #660000;"> we found love</span> in hopeless place 你却说 I found <span style="color: #783f04;">an</span> idiot<br /><br />不久 他开始担心了 因为彼此的关系慢慢的很快那么亲近了 也让他想起你的干弟弟对他说 你不喜欢远距离的恋爱 这让他也很无奈。 他知道如果对方有天选择离开他 他是会非常的痛 但是心里还是那么喜欢你&nbsp;就这样他告诉你说 “我们该保持距离吧” &nbsp;然后也这样他自己哭了 当你说“不要好吗？” 他自己心软 也说“好了啦 保持现在的状态” 不！不是他心软 是他喜欢上你 曾经对着自己说要陪你走下去.... 怎么突然想要放弃了啊！<br /><br />突然 你拨电话来了唱着<span style="color: #660000;">孤单北半球</span> 少了我的手臂当枕头 你习不习惯 你的望远镜望不到 我北半球的孤单 太平洋的潮水....就这样 他又哭了....你说 “不要哭了”<br />我们的距离是六个小时的那么远<br />你说 “幸福的是 你都在远方关心我 安慰我， 每次都好像在我旁边一样，默默的的支持我 鼓励我”<br /><br />然后这是他和你第一次的约定 他给你了约定 他告诉你 以后不管怎样他都会一直陪着你走下去<br />你的问题就是他的问题 不管有多难都会一起克服... ——你还记得这约定吗?<br /><br />“<span style="color: #660000;">明明很爱你</span> 明明想靠近 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤 我凭什么一一打败情敌 我平凡无奇而你像灿烂星星 让我担心” 他这样的告诉你。 无法否认你身边实在太多要亲近你的人了 他凭什么来打败情敌呢 ？ 你告诉他说 你都拒绝了身边的人 短短的一句已经让他觉得安心了<br /><br />你在那边受了很大的委屈。他也不知所措...唯有的默默在另个地方鼓励你<br />你告诉他， “都因为有你，我才<span style="color: #660000;">看见</span>我的完美”....<br />“好想牵你的手 走过风风雨雨 有什么困难我都陪着你 直到天长地久 直到天荒地老 <span style="color: #660000;">爱的路上只有我和你</span>”.... 都说好了的约定 他会一直陪你走下去&nbsp;—— 你记得不要放弃啊！<br />你是<span style="color: #660000;">perfect</span> .. <span style="color: #660000;">You'll be always in my heart</span><br /><br /><br />无时无刻他都想念着你 你有想念他吗?<br />“ 我超级的想你， 却不能见到你”<br />“ 我也很想你” 他说....<br /><br />他总是要求十全十美 所以学业让他会头痛 但是你知道不知道 当他看到你的时候 一切的累 病都没了。你说 “当你觉得很难过的时候 请记得，还有我啊”<br />“&nbsp;<span style="color: #660000;">辛苦的时候 想着你的脸 没有蛮牛 活力也会出现&nbsp;</span>”<br /><br />你也说 “ <span style="color: #660000;">为你我想做更好的人</span> ” 他知道了 也是非常开心...<br /><br />对他而言 这一切就像童话故事似的<br />他告诉自己说<br />“ 就是他了 就是这个人他要找了 &nbsp;”<br />“ 要好好的保护着他 不要让他受其他人伤害了”<br />“ 好好地呵护着他 ”<br />你就像他的推动力般的推动他做任何事情 不管多么的累 他觉得都是值得的<br /><br /><br />&nbsp; <br /><div style="text-align: center;">Heart beats fast colours and promises how to be brave how can I love when I'm afraid to fall but watching you stand alone ....All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow</div><div style="text-align: center;">心在狂跳 色彩以及誓言 如何变勇敢 如何去爱，若我害怕坠毁 可一见你孤单无助 我所有顾虑 竟然在刹那间散去</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">——也许是这样他鼓起勇气去爱你——<br />I love you more a thousand year</div><br />“我是<span style="color: #660000;">傻瓜</span> 雨声哗哗 晚风沙沙 想到未来还是有点害怕 我会陪在你身边 每个今天”....你总是对他说 傻瓜 &nbsp;因为他就像傻乎乎的样子 那么担心你 你总是会让他担心.... 你知道嘛? 他其实喜欢你在那边的喃喃念着 啰嗦着 有时候他还特意的让你喃喃念着 .....<br /><br />还记得你对他说了 “ 我爱你 ” ...<br />他也对你说 “ 我也爱你 ”...<br />这就是爱 他爱你 不是因为你是怎样的人 而是因为他喜欢与你一起的感觉 要保护着你的感觉<br />对于世界而言， 你可能只是一个人；但是对于他，你可是他的整个世界<br /><br />我忘了，维纳斯的儿子，丘比特，他的金箭射入人心会产生爱情，他的铅箭射入人心会产生憎恶，他经常无目的地瞎射.......<br /><br />在他心目中 脑海里的某个角落一直保留着你的位置 <br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">***End of Story****</div><br /><br />提早祝有情人 情人节快乐....<br />没有情人的 鼓起勇气 对他/他示爱 告白<br />Let's the love fill the air~&nbsp;♥♥<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them</div><br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-8692704578744536218?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-61320758145977726062012-02-09T21:11:00.002+08:002012-02-11T10:42:24.642+08:00"How your relationship? The guy?" she asked.<br /><div>I replied "Er, we already break up.."</div><div>"Har? why? how come? Everything is good between you and him..."</div><div>"He told me his problem"</div><div><br /></div><div>I come out to her when I'm with him that time. She was cool with it. And now, I never expect she will ask about it even I did blog about it. Maybe she just wanna make sure how was it goes. It still heartache and all.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday, struggled at hospital for more than 9 hours. I am so glad Jino was with me all the time. It seriously meant a lot for me at this time. We were reached there around 2pm something. I don't like the parking place there because we need to pay for it !! The hospital is huge and we were wondering around to get the doctor till we went to emergency department.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>Kena cucuk for blood test and blood pressure thinggy~! Blood pressure was&nbsp;slightly high but I assumed it was perfectly fine at that moment. During we were waiting my turn, I was so... depressing? The patient at there just reminded me of my datuk and nenek who passed away last year within few month. Reminded me of &nbsp;mum who always went to Penang hospital and took lots of different medicine.<br /><br />I was hugging my bag. Seriously need a hugging~! While Jino was rushing to get his dinner. After few hours? No idea. It's my turn. Jino waiting outside. Doc asked some question and asked me to go for urine test and x-ray. After Xray, I seriously don't like that doc. It so unprofessional! Doc asked me to wait while calling someone to look at it. Something wrong with it? What the doc said like this? No! It will be fine...<br /><br />*Beep* [Received sms] [*********] It was the ex sms!! Why now? Why the ex sms-ed something like this to me now!! Do I&nbsp;deserve&nbsp;it? The tears....!!! felt like going to....<br />Doctor told me I might need go for another test. I am depressing and felt like&nbsp;crying&nbsp;soon.<br /><br />"Jino, I...X-ray.. I don't know how is it and I might need go for another test..."<br />"What doc said"<br />"I don't know"&nbsp;the tears almost to burst~!! I sound&nbsp;sobbing.<br />"Can you teman me inside"<br />"Can go inside"<br />"Can"<br />The pain, heartpain and stomach pain !!! Why you text me at this moment!! Why now? Why everything like this.... 3 different doctor came and checked. One of the doctor, probably their senior said it might appendicitis. I should admitted to hospital but I refused. Discharged with risk. The worseeee part! Doctor not even know I can't take painkiller! Everything was stated on that paper !! *facepalm*<br /><br />10.30pm++, we left and I am sure Jino was tired. *Sigh* Half day seeing me in pain and doing nothing at hospital was quite bored kan? Thanks a lot Jino~! You appeared as usual when I need, again...<br />Hugsss~&nbsp;♥♥<br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-6132075814597772606?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-67515387220002079182012-02-07T22:03:00.000+08:002012-02-07T22:03:17.719+08:00有人问说你的朋友呢？<br />在中学生涯的时候 去上课都是为了朋友 去学校也是为了和他们见面聊天<br />那时候 简直是一句的说 爽！ 当了毕业 开始发现什么是噩梦了 因为个个有了自己的升学计划了 个个都离开了 那么他失去的就是所有的朋友了吧？<br />在朋友心里中 确定是有很好的印象和地位<br />也这样 他还是那位一只主办班上聚会 让旧同学聚聚会 见见面 聊聊天<br /><br />当他朋友个个都忙了 出国升学了 所有见面也少了 家乡留下的只有他<br />这不是重点 重点是 当他习惯了独来独往 一切都是一个人 习惯了一个人<br />一个人看戏 一个人吃 一个人过着一个人的生活 一切都习惯了<br />然而 有人这样介入你的生活 ....<br />一个人的生活不再一样了 把你的生活变成不一样<br /><br />你说你不值得你爱 叫他趁感情不深快停止<br />过后再走他的生活&nbsp;留下的是那赤裸的伤痕<br />他不知道该用多久让着伤口复原<br />现在他知道 原来爱情就像刺人的那样 会把他伤害得遍体鳞伤 体无完肤.....<br />原来爱情 那么伤<br /><br />然而<br />他还是会在孤单时候想起你<br />原来 他还是忘不了你<br />那伤害仍是那么熟悉<br />还是那么的痛<br /><br /><br /><br />田馥甄唱的[寂寞寂寞就好]<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">我寂寞寂寞就好</div><div style="text-align: center;">这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱</div><div style="text-align: center;">就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉</div><div style="text-align: center;">死不了就还好<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉</div><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">If the love you feel is true, Then it will never leave you. The more you give someone your all, The more it hurts and the harder you fall.&nbsp;</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">-M.J</span></div><br /><br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-6751538722000207918?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-84602782796741404442012-02-05T21:57:00.000+08:002012-02-05T21:57:39.946+08:00Yesterday outing was.. awesome? fun? happy? excited? what words can I&nbsp;describe&nbsp;it...?<br />I went to Mid valley for doing assignment but somehow ended up talking/ chatting with Deric with few hours.<br />We are so pathetic! that's what can I conclude for the whole conversation but I am more misery than him with what I'm going through is tough and seriously worse than I ever faced before !!<br />The only worse part was my stomach in pain till I felt the tears was flowing out. Vomiting and nothing out from it...<br /><br />Around 3~4pm, we waiting Jino to come to meet us. It been a long time I never see him already. What can I says for this.. I am happy to see him again. We went to Zanmai pasta for lunch. I know he just love sushi but this time he didn't order any sushi. Maybe I shouldn't asked him went to pasta instead of going to Zanmai sushi. Had a great conversation with them. As usual, when I'm with him, we will just keep senyap without saying anything. Let's the Deric do the talk there~!<br /><br />Even thought I'm meeting with them, part of myself is still thinking of him. It much more pain when talked about him and what happened. Sometimes, I can see some reflection or something about him around other people. How I'm going to move on!! How I'm going to forget him.... EVERYTHING !! T__T<br /><br />8.30pm, dismissed. Walked with Jino since he going to send me back. I was so touchy when he said something to me but all I'm just senyap la... Hard to express even I got so much more to say to him.. We went to meet buah oren and nicky? no idea... I'm just duduk over there but luckily it was just a while before I might fainted at there... too crowded and the pain was still torturing me slowly ~<br /><br />I was thinking, what kind of medicine I'm taking. Why it still pain like hell even I took it after meal!! ! When I was in his car, the pain was like... someone grabbing my usus-usus and feel like wanna putus jor... Oh my god!! its pain like .... *rawr*<br /><br />Glad to meet Deric and, Jino.. I am so happy to see you again, hugsss~!<br /><br />Lots of love<br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-8460278279674140444?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-52246606170622658012012-02-03T22:20:00.001+08:002012-02-04T08:02:46.878+08:00I cant so describe<br />How I'm feeling deep inside<br />So much more than I can say<br />With your touch it feels so right<br /><br />Touch my hand<br />feel my heart<br />Hold me close<br />can see how much I care and love you<br /><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Love is pure when it's selfless..</div><div style="text-align: right;">love is strong when it conquers distance..</div><div style="text-align: right;">love is true when it's tested by time with the same person.</div><br />p/s: Hope you're doing fine and recovering now. Take care~<br /><br />xoxo<br />Hugss~♥<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-5224660617062265801?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-72251750664550391382012-02-02T22:07:00.002+08:002012-02-02T22:21:20.615+08:00I know you're sick and I'm just like an idiot worry about you<br />I can't even doing anything, comfort you... or be there for you like I used to...<br />Please take care yourself! <br />I am so helpless...<br />I believe over there will be someone will just be there for you...<br /><br />Take care<br />thinking of you<br />xoxo<br />hugsss~<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-7225175066455039138?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-11385186783070712862012-02-01T20:54:00.002+08:002012-02-01T22:31:34.552+08:00<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">窗外下着雨 低落的心情</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">感情受伤了感觉就快要窒息</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">听着那心痛的声音 仿佛快死去似的</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">一闭上眼睛 你的影子装满我的脑海里</span> </div><br /><br />怎么啦 脑海中都是慢慢的汉字 讲师讲什么 心里的都是句句华语 太不像话了！<br />也很杯具！ 回到学院 熟悉的脸孔 美美的 帅帅的 (舍咱那么不帅哈) 看着朋友 也有点轻松下<br />但是一想到一大堆的功课 就鸭梨死了！<br />回来学院 是很不适应 因为自己的情绪还不是很好 腹部任然还是那么的疼痛着 很无助<br />童鞋们 至少还给我正面能量 让我回复下心情<br /><br />但是 但是 有时候 还是会自己掉泪<br />昨晚和我的偶像 <a href="http://iwasaslut.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">tuls</a> skyping 着 他还是那样的搞笑<br />他终于换掉发型了 不在是bieber 发了 看了 边笑边掉泪<br />他说 有时候他看着他上线 也是一样会掉泪<br />还是看着他有些东西 想起他 还是会掉泪<br /><br />也告诉我说 要哭就哭吧 因为我们太爱对方了<br />放下又如何 心里还是会有着那怪怪的感觉<br /><br />今天工作如何 还适应吗<br />好好照顾自己吧<br />二月了 加油吧！<br /><br /><br /><br />人总是犯贱 我也不列外 昨天在电台 点了歌给你<br />也知道你不会听到~！ 也写了好奇怪的的东西<br />“ I know you will never...........”<br />Whitney Houston: Exhale (Shoop Shoop)<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><object class="BLOGGER-youtube-video" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0" data-thumbnail-src="http://2.gvt0.com/vi/KyyiuD5KYYI/0.jpg" height="266" width="320"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KyyiuD5KYYI&fs=1&source=uds" /><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF" /><embed width="320" height="266" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KyyiuD5KYYI&fs=1&source=uds" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">思念中我一千次一万次地问鸿雁问明月问春风，愿鸿雁将我的眷恋捎给你；</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">愿明月将我的问候带给你；</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">愿春风将我的关切送给你</span></div><br />xoxo<br />hugsss<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-1138518678307071286?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-49099812607894022092012-01-31T21:55:00.001+08:002012-01-31T21:58:33.014+08:00我的爱情，没有指示，没有路牌<br />该转左的时候我转右，该转右的时候我转左<br />该停的时候我却闯红灯，该走的时候我却依旧停在原来的位置<br />有时候在想，如果我的爱情像道路上交通，那该多好<br />即使走错了方向，还可以随着路牌的指示，解开了这个迷路的难题......<br />本来我也有路牌，有交通灯指示，可是在我闯红灯的那刻.....<br />我.. 我撞倒了我的爱情，我的路牌，我的交通灯....!!<br />是我驾得太快，使自己跌更深？？<br />还是我驾得太快，错过了很多风景？？<br />我的爱情警察惩罚我，因为被惩罚了，所以只能永远在爱情的后面，看着它的背影痛苦难受.....<br /><br /><br />-凯 <br /><br /><br />p/s: thank you very much teacher!! I smiled and cried in the same time... <br />Like you said, time will heal everything and I really wish it could heal what I'm dealing now... &nbsp;*sobbing*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-4909981260789402209?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-91358113022134237012012-01-30T21:39:00.000+08:002012-01-30T22:40:04.827+08:00我知道你曾经说过的 前男友这样做让你悲哀 我这样做 你一定很讨厌我 还是憎恨我吧<br /><br />不是我在逃避你 不是我不要和你做朋友 不是我恨你 <br />是我放不下 依然在爱着你<br />还记我曾经告诉你'它'吗 你是否忘记了<br /><br />那天无意间看到你在服装店里和朋友聊天<br />看到了你 只好加速的离开那边 因为... 我可以感觉到一阵阵的剧痛 腹部也开始痛着<br />还有其他都跟着一起来<br />在车上 对自己说 那只是巧合<br />就是那么巧合罢了<br /><br />昨天 威栋 你的干弟 约我出去<br />对着他说 我还会遇见到他吗<br />当他踏入的时候 他看见了你 然后直接转身对我说 “他在里面”<br />第一时间就是快速的走开 威冬&nbsp;他可以看出我那时的表情 和状况<br /><br />“都说了”<br />“这么巧”<br />这不是巧合了 很确定的说 不久后 你拨电给威栋 你看见了我们<br />驾车车 自己的心情就是漂浮不定似的 到了Oldtown 叫了两杯巧克力水。其实没想到巧克力和milo是一样， 会让我胃很辛苦。 不久后 你再次call过来 可以听到你很生气的声音。<br />威栋只好去见你 走着小巷&nbsp;威栋走去你那边<br />我只在远处望着你 心好像停止去了 你在那儿抽着烟 是压力吗? 你最近怎么了<br />没有去走去打招呼 也只好转身望着其他地方去了<br />然后又走到洗碗盆那边 吐个痛快！ 看来还是不适合喝巧克力<br />威栋知道不对劲 也只好告别了<br /><br />到了车上 自己腹部开始疼痛<br />知道自己不该驾着车 也硬着头皮 驾车送威栋回去<br />我该说天意弄人！ 这时候收音机尽然播着我们的歌—— A Thousand Years<br />就这样我的泪狂飙出来了<br />“我没事 我没事” 拿着他给我的纸巾抹着泪<br />威栋看到我的懦弱一面了 非常脆弱的一面<br /><br />天啊！ 您玩我嘛！怎么又这首歌在这个时候！——&nbsp;Someone like you<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">什么时候</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">那一开始的美</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">在我们靠得太近</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">离得更远.....</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">[面包]</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;">&nbsp;tear flooding my heart that can't be dry up, I write each part of my heart that need to be express into words</span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><br />xoxo<br />Hugs~<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-9135811302213423701?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-87024895524235429162012-01-28T22:46:00.001+08:002012-01-29T18:31:51.653+08:00不是“我不爱你了。”<br />不是“我从来没有爱过你。”<br />不是“我爱上了别人。”<br />不是“我想分手。”<br />那一句说话，不是令你震惊、令你伤心的说话，那一句往往是以下这一句：<br />“<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">不要这样</span>。”<br /><br />你伤心、震惊，泪水差不多要夺眶而出，你正吃力地咬着牙控制着自己，不让自己哭出来。这个时候，有人安慰你说：“不要这样。”<br /><br />你的眼泪立刻就像决堤一样，再也控制不住。你只是在那里饮泣。<br />然而，当他尝试安慰你，尝试叫你不要哭，当他说：“不要这样。”你却立刻嚎陶大哭。<br />我们哭的时候，最怕就是身边的人手足无措地说：“不要哭”、“不要这样”<br />这些说话就像有人按下我们身上一个控制泪水的按钮，一按下去，眼泪就夺眶而出，直到痛哭失声。<br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-vzUm0k_ED2Y/TyUf1Hln6uI/AAAAAAAAAsc/v_wY-n31uQA/s1600/1149595335-0.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-vzUm0k_ED2Y/TyUf1Hln6uI/AAAAAAAAAsc/v_wY-n31uQA/s320/1149595335-0.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><br /><br /><br />-凯<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-8702489552423542916?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-61989875579344317972012-01-27T21:08:00.000+08:002012-01-27T21:08:49.060+08:00Today post is not about him or us.<br />It's about me. I am sick for 12 days. It been 6 days after I discharged from hospital and I'm still sick.<br />Thanks to Dr. Oliver who let me discharged from hospital before the day of Chinese new year eve. Even thought my body condition is not allow me to discharge early but still .... The doc told me I can back to hospital&nbsp;any-time&nbsp;I want.<br /><br />Today went to&nbsp;hospital for check-up.I might get a letter from them, just in case I might admit to KL hospital. See! I am so 'lucky' and I still got 11 month to go before end of the world!<br /><br />what can I say for now? Is it a good news for me to diet? Since now the&nbsp;consumption&nbsp;of food have been reduce like 95%... I used to vomit out everything I ate but now much better. Well, now might sound worse because I feel pain after I ate. And its still pain like hell! I only drink and keep drinking<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">断了的弦再怎么连</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">我的感觉你已听不见</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">你的转变像断掉的弦</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">再怎么接音都不对</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">你的改变我能够分辨</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">-Khai</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-6198987557934431797?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-83011657373362473472012-01-26T23:24:00.001+08:002012-01-26T23:27:51.019+08:00这是缘分还是天意玩弄人吗？<br />没想到自己的阿姨会买到你家附近的房子... 就对面罢了...<br />站在她家庭院看过去 那就是你家了<br />你在家吗？ 一定出去了<br /><br />夜已经很静了，凉飕飕的小风<br />是轻轻的，温柔的<br />就像那夜的风一样<br />如此的温柔 轻随微微的吹拂着<br /><br />回到那夜 还记得彼此在你家前聊天着<br />说着你的2012年的愿望 说要做过十全十美的人<br />我告诉你不管怎样 人还是会缺点 人不会是十全十美<br />不管你如何要求 还是会有一些的缺陷<br /><br />我还说 但我患上末期癌症 你是无法治疗<br />唯有只可以陪伴这我 到我的最后一分一秒<br /><br />那夜是多么宁静<br />我们的话题总是没停着<br />那是你太过亲切还是什么呢<br /><br />握着橙汁 对着那星空的小星星<br />当眼泪留下的时候 才知道自己又想起你了<br />有些事情也许已经过去，可是，有些话，有些短信，总是让人忍不住的收藏，因为那是收藏一种幸福，一种曾经拥有过，享受过的幸福...一种记忆<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-8301165737336247347?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-65789396329147169762012-01-23T16:13:00.002+08:002012-01-23T16:33:35.422+08:00我永远相信我遇到你的时候<br />是你最脆弱及是最需要的时候<br />要不是因为这样 <br />为何懦弱的我<br />会提起勇气....<br />陪着你走下去<br /><br />-凯<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-6578939632914716976?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-83293419707936427532012-01-22T18:35:00.001+08:002012-01-22T23:17:28.479+08:00两天呆在医院是件折磨的事情。 11包的药水是件可怕的事情...<br /><div>虽然医生说身体状况还没康复但是还是出院了。当天，有着紧张的心情....因为这天是我们要去理发店...本来约好了妹妹一起去但是她还在路途上，回着...<br /><div><br /></div><div>看着时间的走，一分一秒的，快到6点钟了... 心里想着，他会忘了还是不要去了呢？ 开始胡思乱想...在这时候，他的面子书po了最近状态，写着和我一起去剪发...看了，开心又害怕...&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>冲凉后，驾着妹妹买给妈妈的新车去他家。 还以为可以去他家，看他换上我买给他的新年衣服和...买了一样款式的衣服——“情侣衣服”。 他急忙的上车...&nbsp;</div><div>感觉怪怪的...看着他上了车，自己也静静的...听着歌</div><div>他说我怪怪，是否生病了，然后就把手放在我颈项上检查身体的温度</div><div><br /></div><div>拼命的灌自己喝水，因为觉得胃开始不舒服</div><div>他还是那么的忙着他的手机，通话等等。趁他没注意的时候...偷偷地望他下...是多么的开始...虽然自己的表情上没显示出来....</div><div>到处都是塞车，也怪自己是路痴...就差点迷路了。 他就我旁的带路...</div><div>到了理发店，还是会无缘无故的望着他..然后东张西望看看理发店了的事物。</div><div><br /></div><div>有了一个小时把我的长毛修短后，我们一同去了Cs找他的干弟弟，Vdong... 去了Giordano那边找了他朋友然后才去找他的干弟弟。走着走着，他还是会有很多的熟悉的朋友... 心里也偷偷的算着——至少多过5位。</div><div><br /></div><div>在和他干弟弟见面时候，他还是那么的热情的给他拥抱。不，我不吃醋... 我知道那只是拥抱...但是他还是喜欢你那样的挑逗我...</div></div><div>走着他还是要我陪他去吃晚餐..但是知道身体无法吃任何东西...只好说不饿/刚才吃了晚餐等等... 最后决定去买炒果条吃...陪着他走到他干妈那边买...</div><div>心想着，可以这样吃咸吗？ 这样吃是不对的...然后对他说，不要吃那么咸，是不好... 他的一句，我还是乖乖的等着了....</div><div><br /></div><div>到了他家，他家人刚好也出去了... 他泡了一杯超级盐水给我喝..未免太咸了.. 但是自己也喝了半杯去了... 看着他吃东西，其实也是幸福的事情.... 他有注意到我看着吗？ 吃了后，我们都到了... 外面看戏.... 看着香港片...<br /><br /></div><div>躺在那儿... 他..慢慢地，他的头就这样的靠近了我的肩膀....感觉着那精疲力尽的身躯靠在我身体旁...&nbsp;感觉着他身上的体温，冰冷的..是他病了还是自己病了....<br /><br />彼此曾经说过，不可以隐瞒对方..所以自己也无法不告诉他自己入院的事情。告诉他后，可以看到他很不高兴的样子.... 一边看着我一边喃喃念着... 好怀念下~ <br /><br />然后，就这样的...他披在我的身上抱着我.... 我也慢慢的将他也抱着了... 在这时刻，多希望自己可以将时间停留，就这样一切都保持着那样....<br />一个轻吻在脸颊上...<br />当抱着你时候，你还是那样的说自己是坏人...还是一样的挑逗说起welson 喜欢我等等...<br /><br />你坐着，瞪着我说，“告诉我你想什么”<br />我要怎么开口呢？要如何告诉你啊？ 在医院那两天，对你的思念...想告诉你我入院但也担心你会说我神经病或句句伤人的话...&nbsp;苦涩的感觉，在心里像拨散了的涟漪、一直一直回荡。像是有苦说不出、还要假装很快乐的感觉。<br /><br />想着你曾经对我说的话，独自都会流泪...在医院都会含泪入眠<br />你说我的网友,Muhamad也信息你...内容不告诉我... 因为我不怎么都不告诉你我自己在想什么<br /><br />委屈自己说没什么事，时间不早了...该回家了...<br />站起来，你给了我一个拥抱.... &nbsp;我也抱着你...当我紧紧的抱着你的时候，我的泪慢慢的落在你衣着上...<br />“还说没事”<br />哭着说...“我没事....”<br />我的心情是那么的混乱...那么的复杂..<br /><br />当我们走到客厅的时候，你再次的拥抱着我..我依然把持不住紧紧的抱回你...此刻的我，灼手的泪珠刹那间从眼角夺眶而出滴一滴的洒落在你衣着上.... 多么希望不要放开你...<br />然后，你给我了深吻... 我把头转去你另一面去...&nbsp;这让我更加迷惑...<br />“我该走了”我说...<br /><br />刚好你家人也回来了...和你家人说回家了...你陪我到车上..<br />“回去好好休息吧，告诉你妈妈说在家休息...不用去帮忙..”<br />“可以帮忙的啊”....<br />“但是你的不舒服，肚子还是会不舒服...”<br />“哦...”<br /><br /><br />希望回到最初相识的地点<br />如果能够再一次选择的话.....<br />我还是会那么的爱着你<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: right;">I am lost I am vain I will never be the same without you...</div><div style="text-align: right;">can't erase, so I'll take blame but I can't accept that we're estrange,without you</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-8329341970793642753?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-69201895289197381862012-01-14T19:26:00.002+08:002012-01-14T23:08:17.791+08:00Random conversation:<br /><span style="color: #073763;">Your mum will feel annoying if&nbsp;I&nbsp;go there</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">Nope</span><br /><span style="color: #073763;">Halau me with the broom ?</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">No, she won't do that la</span><br /><span style="color: #073763;">Will she asking some scary question?&nbsp;</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">No...</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">Er, maybe will ask who are you lor? &nbsp;our relationship stuff</span><br /><span style="color: #073763;">.... what? then how how?? -.-||</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">Just reply anything you want</span><br /><span style="color: #073763;">Really?</span> * <span style="color: #660000;">surprise</span> *<br /><br />When we are on&nbsp;Skype-ing, his mum is sitting around him. He intro me to his mum.<br /><br /><span style="color: red;">Who is this? Where he live?&nbsp;</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">That day he came to our house. He live at Tmn keladi.</span><br /><span style="color: red;">That's quite near.&nbsp;</span><br /><span style="color: #274e13;">Yeah. He taking Business IT at Kuala&nbsp;Lumpur.</span><br />Tibe tibe his dad asked him go for Computer IT.<br /><span style="color: red;">You better go sg working. They provide hostel as well.</span><br /><span style="color: red;"><br /></span><br />I can't hear clearly what his mum say to him. His mum ask me come to visit during Chinese New Year. As well as visit his friend house together with him. So, this year Chinese New Year should be very awesome!! In the same time, I have to be very be careful with my mum. I shall be a very very good boy so she will let me out. Maybe overnight at friend house. Oh well! It's Chinese New Year.<br /><br />13 Jan 2012<br />I never thought of it. Never think of our relationship will make it official. I suppose it might take some time before we official. I even plan something for you during Chinese New Year. I was ...speechless when you change your status. Even 'dare' me to change mine as well. It was very cute with your face expression thinggy. I&nbsp;privatize my 'relationship' status, allowed certain people can see it but the problem is, all of his friend can see the status and know who am I. Sooner or later, I assume everyone that he know will find out me when I'm back to hometown.<br /><br />We were smiling on cam.<br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-6920189528919738186?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-46025505345760599662012-01-09T21:32:00.000+08:002012-01-09T22:27:22.637+08:00I'm so depressing yet excited. Depressing about my assignments and proposal of fyp. Then excited about the stuffs that I saw on Facebook. Jino posted and tagged me on Facebook. Something that I wanted to get it for him. Since both of us will not seeing each other on next month, I thought wanna get something for him, as valentine gift.<br /><br />He still at somewhere far away from me. He was nagged by his lecture. He decided to quit it instead of wasting his money. Frankly, I was so worrying him this afternoon. I just don't get it! Why don't they just let him quit instead of taking their money?!! Oh well, they just need more staffs or whatever!<br /><br />Anyway,left 2 weeks before Chinese New Year. I am shoooooo excited !!!! Because we already plan the whole week activities!! Even not much...or I can says it still depends on my schedule.<br /><br />1 day - family gathering / Sing-K<br />2 day - dinner / dating<br />3 day - visit his family / dating<br />4 day - &nbsp;out with his friend<br />5 6 7 8 day - free slot ( planning Penang trip)<br /><br />Okay, our schedule is still a little bit mess up since he already quit and.... guess what!? He plan come to KL to get a job ...**ahem** &nbsp;I have no idea how to find a job that suit for him and somewhere...that safe for him...<br /><br />Will update more~<br /><br />Stay in Love ~&nbsp;♥♥<br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-4602550534576059966?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-25572093609030382772012-01-07T20:13:00.001+08:002012-01-07T20:21:53.564+08:00That's what jie told me. We are alike.<br /><br />Yesterday night, both of us were&nbsp;sobbing. I'm the one who started this awful things. I told him we should less contact each other since what we were doing was so ... over? No idea. He replied, can we still do what we doing now? ..."You don't want me? Now I know :( " which make me feel so upset and sorry to him. And, I cried.<br /><br />He called and I was sobbing on phone. He sang on phone which make it worse. -.-||| Tried to comfort me la<br />How sweet! ~&nbsp;So, both of us conclude with this: we will still keep doing what we doing now. I will always just be here for you and just let everything go with the flow.<br /><br />Today afternoon, I went through some notes then... I just walked to bed and fall asleep. When I woke up, I took my phone and just want to sms, he called.<br /><br />"Eh, I'm just wanna sms you. "<br />"Oh"<br />"I'm just wake up" *both of us say it on the same time*<br />"What?!! you too ?"<br />"Yeah, I'm just fall asleep"<br />"Yeer, why so alike one?"<br />"hahahahha "<br /><br />After few minute, I sms-ed him and said, I put shaving foam on face... &gt;3&gt; <br />"We are so alike"<br />Which mean he did something like that too.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><object class="BLOGGER-youtube-video" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0" data-thumbnail-src="http://2.gvt0.com/vi/Jbzyog_ZNgY/0.jpg" height="266" width="320"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jbzyog_ZNgY&fs=1&source=uds" /><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF" /><embed width="320" height="266" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jbzyog_ZNgY&fs=1&source=uds" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></div><br /><br />I'm sorry with what I send to you yesterday. I never meant it. You're so good to me. You're the first one who treating me so differently. I'm just worry that you might need someone around you instead of a long distance.Then you will just leave me.<br /><br />I won't let you go no matter what happen.... you're someone special to me.<br /><br />Stay In Love ~♥♥<br />xoxo<br />-Khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-2557209360903038277?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-10889184713992116562012-01-05T23:07:00.000+08:002012-01-05T23:07:32.681+08:00Guess what's my New Year resolution <br /><br />My resolution is 1600x1400. Its lame! I know! I saw it from t<a href="http://robbyaoi.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">here</a>..<br />I wrote on previous. My new year resolution is so specific! or whatever... His resolution is quite simple! Stay happy, healthy and be a perfect men.<br /><br />I can't remember what's my 2011 new year resolution. The only one is come to KL for studies.<br />Jeng Jeng Jeng~ Now I'm here, Kuala Lumpur, study at Apitt University. Direct to second year.<br /><br />Show you guys the simple New Year resolution <br />2012 New Year Resolution<br />1. Overcome the fear<br />2. Read more (Anything)<br />3. Stay healthy<br />4. Stay happy<br /><br />Er, so far I only can think of it and so sorry If I don't always update here, well, you know... I'm sort of "busy" at the moment with someone...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-1088918471399211656?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-5122212721148699092012-01-03T21:42:00.005+08:002012-01-04T00:07:32.914+08:00You can see from my previous post, I had an awesome new year's eve ever!<br /><div>New year eve, I with jie went to Bites cafe for dinner. The waiter gave us 2 pieces of paper for us to write down our 2012 new year solution. Jie's resolution was so general. It's too simple and general. While mine was too ... specific? We exchanged and stick on wall.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Wvno4mjp36o/TwMIYZv-N-I/AAAAAAAAArk/uRRmLi7XgBw/s1600/384873_163122787127919_100280323412166_274388_718954104_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Wvno4mjp36o/TwMIYZv-N-I/AAAAAAAAArk/uRRmLi7XgBw/s320/384873_163122787127919_100280323412166_274388_718954104_n.jpg" width="212" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Everyone stick their resolution on the wall..</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>After finished dinner, we rushing to cinema for a&nbsp;Movie, Jack and Jill. Damn&nbsp;hilarious! I believe Jie enjoying himself. He laughed a lot... Eating popcorn and best part was he keep feed while I was laughing at there... almost choked... In cinema, we ter-accidentally&nbsp;crossed over our hand... &gt;.&lt;</div><div><br /></div><div>During we watching movie, his god bro called him. So, after finished we went out to meet his god brother and his friends. Jie got a lot of friends. When we walked around the mall, you can saw a lot of his friends greeting with him. I'm just speechless. How could someone have so many friends!! I feel like I' forever alone!&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>We found a place, an area so we can watch the fireworks. Sadly, Jie saw his ex. He suddenly hugged me and cried. I'm just patting his back and felt my shirt getting wet. I am sure his ex hurt him so deep. After that, I went to Old Town Coffee to get him a cup of ice cream. I always believe ice cream can make people happy. My turn to feed him...&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>12.00am, we enjoying the fireworks.&nbsp;</div><div>Suddenly...</div><div>"Eh"</div><div>"Oh?" *turn face to him*</div><div>*kiss on face*</div><div>*blush ——&nbsp;turn back continue watching fireworks*</div><div><br /></div><div>He lying down his head on my shoulder. I was blushed. We went to Bites Cafe again with his friends. After that, we went to mamak stall for another yum cha session.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>I reached home around 4.30am. I had a wonderful night... Shhhh~ he fall asleep on my shoulder before he back to his house.... =D</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZKU-6wroIoc/TwMkgE8oTAI/AAAAAAAAArw/ijca98ixWMk/s1600/398768_10150498662698685_782588684_8740257_261616558_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ZKU-6wroIoc/TwMkgE8oTAI/AAAAAAAAArw/ijca98ixWMk/s320/398768_10150498662698685_782588684_8740257_261616558_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: I skipped some part of the story...</div><div><br /></div><div>xoxo</div><div>-khai</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-512221272114869909?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3127420170447136953.post-20302180778853109272012-01-01T18:27:00.000+08:002012-01-01T18:27:00.929+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Dinner</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ice cream</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tempura's Rice</div><div style="text-align: center;">Feed</div><div style="text-align: center;">Walking&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">Movie</div><div style="text-align: center;">Jack and Jill&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">Couple Seat</div><div style="text-align: center;">Popcorn</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pepsi</div><div style="text-align: center;">"cross over"</div><div style="text-align: center;">Feed</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hugging</div><div style="text-align: center;">Walking</div><div style="text-align: center;">Friends</div><div style="text-align: center;">Countdown</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fireworks</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kiss on face</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fireworks</div><div style="text-align: center;">Drink</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nasi Lemak</div><div style="text-align: center;">Drink</div><div style="text-align: center;">Drive</div><div style="text-align: center;">Home</div><div style="text-align: center;">Chatting</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hugging</div><div style="text-align: center;">Lying on shoulder</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kissing</div><div style="text-align: center;">Good morning</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Happy new year</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">-Best New Year's Eve ever-</div><br /><br />xoxo<br />-khai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3127420170447136953-2030218077885310927?l=soullessboy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10913533275182778057noreply@blogger.com3