Exhausted day

"How your relationship? The guy?" she asked.

I replied "Er, we already break up.."

"Har? why? how come? Everything is good between you and him..."

"He told me his problem"

I come out to her when I'm with him that time. She was cool with it. And now, I never expect she will ask about it even I did blog about it. Maybe she just wanna make sure how was it goes. It still heartache and all. 

Yesterday, struggled at hospital for more than 9 hours. I am so glad Jino was with me all the time. It seriously meant a lot for me at this time. We were reached there around 2pm something. I don't like the parking place there because we need to pay for it !! The hospital is huge and we were wondering around to get the doctor till we went to emergency department. 

Kena cucuk for blood test and blood pressure thinggy~! Blood pressure was slightly high but I assumed it was perfectly fine at that moment. During we were waiting my turn, I was so... depressing? The patient at there just reminded me of my datuk and nenek who passed away last year within few month. Reminded me of  mum who always went to Penang hospital and took lots of different medicine.

I was hugging my bag. Seriously need a hugging~! While Jino was rushing to get his dinner. After few hours? No idea. It's my turn. Jino waiting outside. Doc asked some question and asked me to go for urine test and x-ray. After Xray, I seriously don't like that doc. It so unprofessional! Doc asked me to wait while calling someone to look at it. Something wrong with it? What the doc said like this? No! It will be fine...

*Beep* [Received sms] [*********] It was the ex sms!! Why now? Why the ex sms-ed something like this to me now!! Do I deserve it? The tears....!!! felt like going to....
Doctor told me I might need go for another test. I am depressing and felt like crying soon.

"Jino, I...X-ray.. I don't know how is it and I might need go for another test..."
"What doc said"
"I don't know" the tears almost to burst~!! I sound sobbing.
"Can you teman me inside"
"Can go inside"
"Can"
The pain, heartpain and stomach pain !!! Why you text me at this moment!! Why now? Why everything like this.... 3 different doctor came and checked. One of the doctor, probably their senior said it might appendicitis. I should admitted to hospital but I refused. Discharged with risk. The worseeee part! Doctor not even know I can't take painkiller! Everything was stated on that paper !! *facepalm*

10.30pm++, we left and I am sure Jino was tired. *Sigh* Half day seeing me in pain and doing nothing at hospital was quite bored kan? Thanks a lot Jino~! You appeared as usual when I need, again...
Hugsss~ ♥♥


xoxo
-khai