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Yesterday outing was.. awesome? fun? happy? excited? what words can I describe it...?
I went to Mid valley for doing assignment but somehow ended up talking/ chatting with Deric with few hours.
We are so pathetic! that's what can I conclude for the whole conversation but I am more misery than him with what I'm going through is tough and seriously worse than I ever faced before !!
The only worse part was my stomach in pain till I felt the tears was flowing out. Vomiting and nothing out from it...

Around 3~4pm, we waiting Jino to come to meet us. It been a long time I never see him already. What can I says for this.. I am happy to see him again. We went to Zanmai pasta for lunch. I know he just love sushi but this time he didn't order any sushi. Maybe I shouldn't asked him went to pasta instead of going to Zanmai sushi. Had a great conversation with them. As usual, when I'm with him, we will just keep senyap without saying anything. Let's the Deric do the talk there~!

Even thought I'm meeting with them, part of myself is still thinking of him. It much more pain when talked about him and what happened. Sometimes, I can see some reflection or something about him around other people. How I'm going to move on!! How I'm going to forget him.... EVERYTHING !! T__T

8.30pm, dismissed. Walked with Jino since he going to send me back. I was so touchy when he said something to me but all I'm just senyap la... Hard to express even I got so much more to say to him.. We went to meet buah oren and nicky? no idea... I'm just duduk over there but luckily it was just a while before I might fainted at there... too crowded and the pain was still torturing me slowly ~

I was thinking, what kind of medicine I'm taking. Why it still pain like hell even I took it after meal!! ! When I was in his car, the pain was like... someone grabbing my usus-usus and feel like wanna putus jor... Oh my god!! its pain like .... *rawr*

Glad to meet Deric and, Jino.. I am so happy to see you again, hugsss~!

Lots of love
xoxo
-khai