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Finally, I went out after stayed at home for few days but it didn't seem to be a good choice at all. After finished watching movie, "Dark Shadow", I felt so tired.. I felt sick after I came back. Had a slightly fever and runny nose.

I felt asleep around 1am but J whatsapp me and wished me "Goodnight" ... Seriously?! At this time? Oh J~ you didn't reply me or whatsapp me for that long hours and suddenly a goodnight. I was so pissed.

Today early morning, I felt so dead but I knew I must go back to uni to settle and solve some academic problem. Thank god~! Good news ... for now. I just need to retake the failed subject.
But.. I am so lost right now. Lost of direction. I don't feel motivated to do anything. Is it because I'm always tired? Or id it just an excuse for me to avoid and run away from the problems?

Again, I seriously need a vacation. Speaking of it, it was a big turn off when I asked V to go to genting together and he replied he’s asking another guy for the trip. Am I jealous? Ugh! Darn ~! !

Oh V, why are you so concern with my status "I wanna be somebody's somebody" ? You were pissed off when I replied nothing. What's wrong with that? Rawr~! You make me crazy, sometimes...

Some battles have to be fought alone

Some paths have to be crossed alone

So never be emotionally attached to anyone

You never know when u'll have to walk alone

xoxo -khai