十二月

December, a sentimental month, a month that we recall everything that happened throughout the year. What we doing? Who we met? Something to ponder... Make a list or maybe our new year resolution. I couldn't remember what's my new year resolution 2013 about. Maybe lost my weight. But, I know, I met someone special in my life. Someone who always think positive and cheerful. Someone brighten up my life, got though everything with me, happy, sorrow. You change my life and make me feel special.

We had almost 1k pictures. I took it when we were dating, movie, your first job interview, everything. Every time, I will upload it in my laptop. I will named the folder with the date and description. When I'm bored and missing you, I will looked at the pictures. I will never admitted that I missed you so much.

Unfortunately, things never work out like we thought it suppose to be. We argued.

Our memories which also tear me apart.

Just close your eyes The sun is going down 

You'll be alright 

No one can hurt you now 

Come morning light  You and I'll be safe and sound 

不是我不能再等你，而是现实让我不得不放弃。
即使相许的承诺依旧留在心底，
我也不想再这样坚持伤了自己。 

 -khai